And Now, I Shall Whine a Bit

Seems like it’s time again for that twice-weekly thing where I just can’t shake these thoughts of what-the-fuck-am-I-doing-with-my-life.

The last few years have been tumultuous: first I was drifting on a makeshift raft in New Orleans, freelancing and making so very little money that every decision turned into a terrible one in terms of physical and financial health; then I went to New York for money and opportunity and ended up getting pulled under water by a riptide; and now I’ve got myself afloat again but can only see miles upon miles of empty sea, with no indication of the correct route to get back to port to make a life again.

What I’m saying is, I want a career and a life and just enough money to get (and stay) out of debt and kids who play soccer in the front yard and a city that I love to call home and really be a part of and work towards making better every day. And I have no idea how to get any of those.

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